Woke up this morning and knew there would be either a gain, or no loss. I cheated yes I did, I cheated. But it was sooooooo good! Here's the thing, I know that I am a stress eater, and yesterday I was super stressed and angry. Still kinda angry today. Here's the other thing, I am mad at the world right now too, it's not just one person or thing that has set me off, its the lack of foods that I want. One of the side effects of hcg is irritability, and man, I didn't even realize how miserable and angry I was till I was told I need to reevaluate some things, and every one asking me what the heck is my problem! This diet, although working, is making me crazy! I am treating people badly and going off on old people. Somethings gotta give, maybe I need to work some things out with the diet or something, but man, I do not like being angry all the time. I have been drinking a lot of tea today and had an apple. I am trying to do an apple day, but if I flip out one more time on someone I'm going to eat a whole lotta crap. I already know it. The good thing is that I am not a complete quitter. I will complete this cycle no matter what. I know we all have slip ups, I just didn't think it would be me so soon!
--Sooooooo, I did it again. We had Longhorn for dinner and I killed it!!! I had a crab stuffed fillet, mashed potatoes, Caesar salad, shrimp and lobster dip, and warm bread. I messed up BIG TIME, but what did I say?? Tomorrow is another day to try, try, try again.